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Y&R's Kristoff St. John Suffers Tragic Loss Of His Son Julian

By Michael Fairman

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This is not the kind of news item we would ever wish to report, especially because it involves one of our very dear friends and colleagues so personally, but so much now has circulated on the Internet that we wanted to pay our respects.

As many fans of The Young and the Restless and Daytime Emmy winner Kristoff St. John (Neil Winters) have been hearing and reading, Kristoff’s 25-year-old son Julian, who has battled mental illness and addiction, and was an incredibly talented artist, died on November 23rd.

Julian’s mother, Mia St. John (Professional Boxer and former WBC champion) took to Twitter with this heartbreaking message yesterday on November 28th in which she shared: “On November 23rd Kristoff St. John and I lost our beautiful son, Julian St John. Our son was the light of our lives, an artist with a beautiful mind and spirit.  He fought long and hard against an illness for which there is no cure. Unfortunately the pain became too great for him and I dare not say he lost the battle–he simply chose to set himself free. My fight for mental health will continue. They may not find a cure in my lifetime, but we can try and prevent the loss of another beautiful soul.

Photo Credit: Don Leach, Coastline Pilot

Funeral services will be held this coming week on December 5th, which is Julian’s birthday.  Following services, there will be a reception and art exhibit from Julian’s final collection https://theartofjulian.com/

On-Air On-Soaps sends our love and condolences to Kristoff and Mia.  Please feel free to share your thoughts, prayers, and condolences below in the comment section as well.

 

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RIP JULIAN ,I’M SO SORRY KRIS N MIA

IT IS VERY A HEAVY HEAT HEARING OF THE LOSS OF YOUR SON JULIAN. ME HEART GOES OUT TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY DURING THIS VERY DIFFICULT TIME. JUST KNOW THAT YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE AN ANGEL ON YOUR SHOULDER FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. MY DEEPEST LOVE ALWAYS.

Kristoff i’m so sorry for your loss

My deepest prayers and condolences go out to the family. I am crying because I know how mental illness affects families. I am a member of NAMI. Julian, rest in peace. I am so sorry for your loss. ((hugs)) <3

Very heartbreaking and my deepest sympathy to Kristoff ,Mia and whole family.

Sorry for your loss. Prayers for all of you.
Rip Julian.

My heart breaks for both of you,may you son Julian RIP,always know whereever you are or whatever your doing he is always and forever with you ,in your heart and all the priceless memories that you all made together.You and your wife are in my thoghts and prayers.God Bless you all.

What incredibly sad news. My condolences to Kristoff and his entire family.

My heart felt condolences to the St John family. Mental illness is such a tragic disease. It’s very hard on the ones left behind. Again, I am very sorry for your loss.

I had the privilege of coaching Julian and Paris in Middle School and both were so respectful and polite. And so very talented..RIP Julian! Sorry for your loss Mia,Kristoff and Paris.

… Until you meet again have peace ..

When someone like Mr. St. John has been in our homes for years, entertaining us, doing his best to do so, this “real life” tragedy resonates in deeper ways than a “storyline” ever can. With sincere sympathy for such a loss and may light continue to shine on what has taken this young man away, as his mother so eloquently stated. God bless all.

Prayers for the St. John family. Though you would like to have walked that path with him..we all walk a singular road on this Earth..rest assured that your love and patience and frustration and joy were never lost. Parents are the most important people on this Earth aside from the Holy Spirit and you did all that was required of you. Don’t look on things as Illness and addiction but as some of us just being overwhelmed. By life..By just Being…some people peel back a layer of reality and see much more than others and it’s so hard to articulate that. God grant you Peace and understanding in the Midst.

BEST POST I’VE SEEN and i’ve read almost them all…

RIP sweet beautiful Julian. i can’t imagine what Neil(Kristoff St.John is going through and the mother Mia. i am very sad sigh.

RIP in heaven Mr.Julian St.John

When Julian was on Twitter before his art show in Laguna in 2013, he and I exchanged comments on Twitter as I also create art. When calling the Gallery in Laguna, staff were happy to pass along a card to him which was to congratulate him on succeeding in his artistic talents despite his on-going illness. I mailed a card from Vancouver, Canada. So happy to be supportive. He did let me know of receiving my card and how it delighted him sent from so far away.

Was aware he’d been struggling over the past year and tonight before midnight, read of his passing on his dad’s FB page.

I am very saddened at the loss of such a talented young man. My heart is heavy that despite all loving efforts of family, friends and even the medical community, he succumbed to the pain, which can be physical as well as mental pain and he is now free of that pain.

I would suggest that if readers here could order the book published of Julian’s art, it would surely be appreciated by his mom and dad. The book is titled: “The Story Of Jewels.” It can be ordered on Amazon.com

I like to think that artists who are no longer with us can sit on rainbows and look down through all the colours knowing what they created will live on and be appreciated.
We can all do that for Julian – appreciate Julian’s gifts to our world.

RIP dear man.

my deepest sympathies to Kristoff and his family. Mental illness is so difficult to understand unless you go through it with a family member as I have this past year. May your son find the peace he could never find in this life in the after life. No parent should ever suffer the loss of a child…no matter their age or circumstances. RIP Julian.

Our heart breaks for y’all

Devastating. Tears streaming. A parent should NEVER have to bury their children.

Mental illness is so prevalent-2 years ago I lost my beautiful 17 yr. Old nephew, Corey to suicide.

Y&R: PLEASE, PLEASE fix your Sharon bipolar storyline! It’s REVOLTING!!! Once again, the mentally ill character who strives to overcome and changes her life loses everything over what her sick self did, but her tormenters, also clearly sick, just smirk and spend Thanksgiving with family. Way to tell viewers that may struggle with some form of mental illness that it’s better to just keep it under wraps or everything in your life will fall apart. Why can’t you write a responsible bipolar or mental illness s/l?

So very sorry for your loss Kristoff and Mia,my prayers go out to you and your family.

So very sorry Kristoff and Mia, for the heartbreak of loosing your precious Julian. Prayers for strength and courage for the days, months and years ahead and prayers that Julian is at peace <3

My deepest sympathies to Kristoff and his family. What a heartbreak. I am so sorry.

I am so sorry for their loss and prayers to the family.

i am so sorry for ur lose..i have a daughter who has mental illness and bipolar….. i will be praying for yall

My prayers go out to you and your family . May he rest in peace . We all have deamons some of us just learn how to control them and some of us need to get help. Now you as parents need to get help to get though this . It can only do good for you. I’m sure your son didnt do this to hurt you but to ease his pain . Be strong you have so meny people that will help you get though this time of sorrow .God Bless you and your family.

what i hear in mia’s words are the words of someone who clearly loved and supported her son through his illness. mental illness is sadly still stigmatised and trivialised. clearly, julian’s parents weren’t like that, and i’m sure that even though he found life too hard to bear, he knew that his parents had always been there for there. that’s something i’m sure he was grateful for, and hopefully, they will be able to hold onto that as they mourn the loss of their child. deeply saddened.

I want to send my thoughts and prayers to Kristoff and Mia and all the St. John family. I am so sorry for your loss. May he RIP.

I can’t begin to comprehend the grief the St. John family are going thru, I truly hope their beloved son is at peace and the family will begin to find healing.

My prayers and thoughts are with the entire St. John family in this time of great tragedy.

I want to send my thoughts and prayers to Kristoff and Mia and all the St.John family. I am so sorry for your loss. May he RIP.

sO SORRY TO HEAR THIS. wE HAVE A gRANDSON 31 THAT HAS BATTLED ALL OF HIS LIFE AS WELL. hAS NO iNS SO NO ONE WILL EVEN TALK WITH US. iT IS REALLY A BAD SICKNESS TO HAVE. May Heavenly Father be with all of you at this time. Again so sorry for your loss.

So sorry for your loss may his soul Rip,

Sorry for your loss may his soul Rip,

I am so very sorry for your loss.

we are so sorry for your loss mia and kristoff may he rest in peace and hope you all find peace in this time of sadness may god bless you all

My heartfelt condolences to you and your family. Thank you for sharing him with us.

So sorry for your loss. May God wrap his loving arms around you and your family

I am so sorry for your loss. Sending love and prayers to you and your family. God Bless

so sorry for your loss Kristoff you are in my thoughts & Prayers
R.I.P. Julian

RIP JULIAN St. John <3 To Kristoff and Mia, my comdolences are deeply genuine and heartfelt. You truly DO have an angel now who is free and at peace.
Being 26, having bpd/bipolar myself and ALSO being into the arts.. I mean, this news hits too close to home and is a real tragety. MENTAL ILLNESS IS NO JOKE! May society smarten up and health care systems find ways to always improve availability of resources!
Kristoff, as Neil, your character is iconic and so sweet and I picture you also like that off the show. Stay strong and hoping you and your wife get through this time together. 🙁
Spread the awareness ppl.

I pray for the family.

He’ll bring his charms and gladden you, but should his stay be brief, you’ll have his loving memories, as solace for your grief….Rest in Peace Julian

My condolences to the ST. John family. I am so sorry for your loss.

I am so sorry for your lost may god find you peace and comfort at this time of sorrow you and your family will be in my prayers…god blesss

Kristoff is the best I’m very sorry for your loss!

Very sad news. Thoughts and prayers to the family.

So sorry and our prayers are with you Kristoff and Mia.

sincerely sorry for your loss and reach put to you with understanding that comes from having a brother, cousins, friends and stepson who are in recovery. Focusing on the peace that Julian has now is not easy, but for him, the battle is done, he is no longer a prisoner of this disease, he is no longer an addict. Your family will always be in my thoughts and prayes.

So very heartbreaking my deepest sympathies to you and Mia.

In the heart of darkness it is hard to see a light
It is difficult to imagine a future that is meaningful and bright
Drowning in a sea of sadness it is hard to find a rope
It is difficult to cling to concepts of possibility and hope
In the shadows of despair it is hard to believe in love
It is difficult to accept oneself as being vital here and above
But difficult is not impossible, nor is now forevermore
There is a passage, there is a door.
It is too late for some, they grew too weary to chase the way
but it is not too late for you, my friend, keeping seeking– I pray.

My deepest condolences to his family and friends— we lose so many talented and beautiful souls to mental illness, may society become more accepting, more compassionate to those who suffer from the diseases of the mind.

St John i so sorry for your loos om big fan

Amen!

Sending Love and Prayers to your family at this tragic time. May God bring you peace. Rest in Peace Julian. Fly with the Angels. x

So sorry as a mother and a family that is going on 2 years Dec.8th will be the hardest day of our life. We loss our son in a tragic car wreck . He was 19 time passes but the pain never goes away. It’s just a new normal. God bless you and your family. If you ever need to talk please contact me. Sincerely, Loretta McDougall

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‘Beyond the Gates’ Emmy Winner Ambyr Michelle Wants to Compete on ‘Dancing with the Stars’: ‘Pick Me’ (Exclusive)

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Soap opera fans are always clamoring for when Dancing with the Stars reveals their cast each season, that they would include a familiar face from daytime drama, but it rarely happens, if ever, anymore.

Over the last several years, the series has leaned heavily into casting celebrities with massive TikTok or Instagram followers, which in turn, have helped this season and last have their best ratings numbers in years.

But, how about for next season’s cast of Dancing with the Stars, that it could include newly-awarded Daytime Emmy winner, Ambyr Michelle (Eva Thomas) of Beyond the Gates?

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LOVE OF DANCE TO LOVE OF ACTING

Michael Fairman TV spoke to Michelle about her dance background and if she would love a shot at lifting the Len Goodman Mirrorball Trophy during Wednesday’s November 11, livestream chat on the Michael Fairman Channel.

Ambyr explained to fans (who joined in on the live chat), how she began her show business career. “I started off as a dancer, first and foremost. Acting wasn’t really something I wanted to go after. I did plays when I was younger, but it was just something we did in school, but I really wanted to be a dancer. I moved out to LA to dance, and I fell out of love with dance, which was so weird.”

This year’s Emerging Talent in a Daytime Drama Series winner, added, “I was like, ‘What is going on?’ I moved all the way out here for dance. I found I was forcing myself to go to dance class, and I just didn’t have the passion for it. I was working at this restaurant at the time, and one of my coworker was like, ‘What about taking an acting class out here?'”

Next, Ambyr took the coworker up on the idea. “So, I took an acting class and I fell in love with it that day,” shared Michelle. “I was like, ‘I want to do this for the rest of my life.’ I thought, I would love to book a role, of course, as a dancer, but I think acting has a little bit more longevity.”

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A SHOT AT THE LEN GOODMAN MIRRORBALL TROPHY

When the talked turned to if Ambyr would consider or be interested in appearing on the ballroom dance competition series, she piped up with, “I would love to do Dancing with the Stars! Pick me!”

As those in the live chat rallied around this idea, it made us think, Ambyr could be the first contestant from Beyond the Gates, and someone representing the soaps. It checks off so many boxes! To which Ambyr replied, “That would be beautiful.”

You can check out the full conversation with Ambyr below.

So, what do you think soap fans? Can we make sure Ambyr’s name gets in front of the producers and casting director for next season’s Dancing with the Stars? Would you like to see her in the competition? If so, who would be your dream pro professional dance partner for her? Let us know in the comment section.

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RATINGS: ‘Beyond the Gates’ Inches Closer to ‘General Hospital’ in Total Viewers

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The latest ratings are out for the week of October 26-30, 2026 and the big takeaways include: that CBS daytime’s Beyond the Gates was separated by only 23,000 viewers behind third place (of the soaps) General Hospital! For the last several weeks, Beyond the Gates has been closing the gap on this year’s winner for Outstanding Daytime Drama Series, and continuing to best GH in the key demos.

According to the latest Nielsen ratings breakdown from Soap Opera Network, the final week of October brought Beyond the Gates 1.790 million on average tuning-in and the show set a season high in total viewers. Meanwhile, General Hospital hit a new season low! The long-running ABC soap had 1.813 million for the week, and once again the series did not go over the 2 million mark.

Meanwhile, in the key Women 18-49 demo, Beyond the Gates was firmly ahead of GH with a rating share of 0.21, while General Hospital had 0.17 rating share.Then, in the key Women 25-54 demo, Beyond the Gates was once again ahead of the ABC soap with a ratings share for that demo at 0.30 while GH came in with 0.26.

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MORE BY THE NUMBERS

In addition and comparatively, Beyond the Gates +22,000 viewers week-to-week, and had the largest gains in viewership year-to-year in daytime TV with +267,000 from this in 2025.. However, General Hospital seems to be going in reverse. The show was down -56,000 viewers week-over-week and down -22,000 year-over-year .

BEYOND THE GATES

Let’s take a look at some of the storylines that had people tuning-in to Beyond the Gates during the ratings week:

Hayley (Marquita Goings) attempted a massive shocker regarding her pregnancy and tried to use it to extract money from Bill Hamilton (Timon Kyle Durrett). Although, Bill saw right through her game, he demanded a paternity test, and made it clear he has no intention of raising the child—planning instead to pay her off to take the baby and leave. Meanwhile, Hayley confided her plan to her cousin Randy (Maurice P. Kerry).

Jacob Hawthorne (Jibre Hordges) and Naomi Hamilton (Arielle Prepetit) clashed over Jacob’s ongoing investigation into The Impaler, causing significant strain in their marriage. At the same time, Smitty (Mike Manning) considered taking matters into his own hands—including potentially heading to Mexico for evidence—while Martin Richardson (Brandon Claybon) worried about what comes next.

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GENERAL HOSPITAL

Over at General Hospital for the ratings period, the story served up included:

Carly (Laura Wright) and Valentin (James Patrick Stuart) teamed up to investigate what really happened to Jack Brennan (Chris McKenna). Later, Danny (Asher Antonyzyn) leads them to Jack’s dead body.

Jude (Wil Traval) dropped a bombshell claim to Alexis (Nancy Lee Grahn); that he is Phoebe’s father, while Brook Lynn (Amanda Setton) and Chase (Josh Swickard) signed their divorce papers.

Then, Danny caught Rocco (Finn Carr) and Scout (Kayden Brenna Tokarski) sharing a kiss, plus the shocking return of Heather Webber (Alley Mills) capped the week.

Now the questions become; without having much promotional synergy in the ABC day-part to draw more eyeballs it is not helping but hurting General Hospital. It seems Beyond the Gates is also a  benefactor of a one-two-three punch of CBS soaps (Y&R, B&B and BTG) and promotion.

However, that still doesn’t take away the fact that Beyond the Gates is close to besting GH in all ratings category as they go head-to-head in some markets across the country.

So, are you excited to see Beyond the Gates climb in the ratings? Are you concerned for General Hospital? Do you think they can stave off Beyond the Gates in total viewers or will the upstart soap overtake them in the next ratings report? Share your thoughts in the comment section.

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Antonio Sabáto Jr. Breaks Silence on His Son’s Arrest for Fatal Hit-and-Run

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Antonio Sabáto Jr., the former Jagger Cates of General Hospital and GH: Night Shift, and the former Dante Damiano of The Bold and the Beautiful has issued his first public statement since the incident involving his son, Jack’s arrest in Alaska for a fatal hit-and-run.

Jack is the son of Sabáto Jr. and Oscar-nominated actress Virginia Madsen, and according to court documents obtained by KTUU  Jack, was allegedly driving a white Chevy Tahoe when he hit and killed Carl Simmonds, 42, near an intersection in Anchorage around 5:35 a.m. on Monday, November 9.

The reports indicated that Jack fled the scene — but later decided to called the cops to say he hit “something” that “suddenly appeared in the road” while he was “doing late-night DoorDashing.”

Jack Sabato

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Now, Antonio has taken to his Instagram breaking his silence on the situation, sharing, “At this time, my family and I are navigating an extremely sensitive and deeply personal matter.”

He added, “As a father, my love for my children remains unconditional, and my priority is the well-being of my family. We ask that the public and members of the media honor our privacy during this difficult time and keep us all in your thoughts and prayers.”

The soap alum concluded, “I also wish to extend my heartfelt condolences to the family and loved ones of the gentleman who tragically lost his life. My thoughts and prayers are with them as well. We sincerely appreciate your compassion, understanding, and respect for the privacy of everyone affected.”

Jack Sabáto was arraigned in court on Tuesday, November 10 with bail set at $5,000, and a no-driving order and the potential of $5,000 penalty fees if he fails to attend future court appearances.

Antonio is the father to Jack, 34, daughter, Mina Sabato, 24 and son, Antonio Sabáto III, 15.

This is a developing story. You can check out Antonio’s official statement below.

So, let us know your thoughts on this tragic hit-and-run, which claimed the life of another man, and Antonio’s statement, via the comment section below.

 

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