General Hospital
The Chad Duell Interview – General Hospital

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If anyone had a trial by fire on daytime television it had to be young actor Chad Duell, of General Hospital. The circumstances surrounding his debut on soaps were shrouded in shock and controversy. It came at a time when the character of Michael Corinthos III was front and center in the most major of soap plots…a murder trial. While fans were hanging on to the edge of their seats, waiting for Michael to have his day in court on the witness stand to either fess up for the murder and get his father Sonny exonerated from charges, or have an emotional meltdown… behind the scenes the show decided to ax Daytime Emmy nominee, Drew Garrett, in the role of Michael, and do a switcheroo and bring in Duell.
With a resume that concerned some, from his roles on Disney kids shows, such as The Wizards of Waverly Place and The Suite Life of Deck, which was a far cry from Michael Corinthos, Duell had a lot to prove. And this past April, when he emerged on to the Port Charles canvas, he had the daunting task of not only winning over the fans, but also gaining the respect of the cast which features some of the most heavy hitting power performers ever seen in the genre at one time!
But, there was more in store for Duell and Michael. After his debut, and winning over his cast mates, and with his character being sent to lock-up, GH head writer Bob Guza created a situation that has become one of the hot button topics on daytime, and the Internet. Was Michael raped in prison, or was he not? And, in his first interview with On-Air On-Soaps, Chad gives his side of the “rape” story,
and addresses the fears, emotions, and ups and downs of taking over this key role
from another actor, and now how it all is seemingly coming together for him.
I caught up with Chad on Saturday at his first ever GH Fan Club Weekend shortly
before he was going to meet the fans, and here is what he had to say!
MICHAEL:
Chad, you came onto General Hospital in the role of Michael Corinthos, in the most pivotal and emotional part of his storyline, something that no actor would ever choose to do. But, from what I have heard from your cast mates, you stepped in and did an incredible job of learning something like 50-60 pages your first day! Then, you had to deliver a knockout performance on the stand in the Claudia Zacchara murder trial in the middle of this huge story. The pressure and the awkwardness of it all must have been staggering for you!
CHAD:
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To be honest, I remember looking at that script ahead of time, and I was scared. I was still in the beginning stages of being on GH and getting to know my character, and I was nervous and freaked out. Truth be told, I was not at my best when I first started. I was just trying to fathom everything. So it freaked me out! And when I was up there in front of the cast and on the stand, and got it over with, I was like, “Oh, my God. Thank God.” I had a breakthrough of what I was capable of, and there is still a lot more I have to prove in the future on the show, but it was freaky. Yet, it was so great to get it and have it under my belt and do well at it, because I was terrified when I first read it. I am just glad I was able to do it, and do it decently well.
MICHAEL:
I felt so bad for you walking into this situation. All your cast mates told me they were supportive of you, because they would not want to have to be in your situation. In fact, I remember Carolyn Hennesy (Diane) telling me on one of our On-Air On-Soaps Podcast, that she told you something to the affect of, “Kid, you’ve got a free pass for a month. Just learn everyone’s name and where everything is located, because we all know how daunting this situation can be!”
CHAD:
Yes, I had so much support, and especially from Steve Burton (Jason), as he worked with me on scenes and stuff. I would not have been able to start doing well if it wasn’t for him. He still helps me, but not as much, since I am more comfortable. Steve is fantastic, and he is one of my best friends here at General Hospital. He is like an older brother to me.
MICHAEL:
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So you’re playing thee Maurice’s Benard’s (Sonny) son on the show. How is Maurice with you, and how was it getting to know him through this casting shift scenario?
CHAD:
I know because of who left and who I replaced, Drew Garrett, that Maurice was very keen on him. He was kind of down in the dumps after he left, and I know that. But, now we are good friends. After I did the courtroom scenes, he saw what I could do to a degree, and we started talking more. We talk about sports all the time with each other now, and Maurice is really cool and awesome. At first, I was giving him a little space, but now we have become much closer.
MICHAEL:
Is this true, that you did audition for the role of Michael Corinthos originally when it came up, and you were the other choice for the powers-that-be, to be cast in the role of Michael?
CHAD:
I was pretty sure it was between me and a few others for the role of Michael when I auditioned for it originally. But this time…it’s pretty cool how it came around full circle and I got the part. The second time I came in to audition for a different role, and they liked me enough to make me Michael instead. So, that is what happened. It was pretty crazy. It was a role they put on the shelves and decided to scrap, and they decided to make me “Michael” instead. That role was for Kristina’s love interest which was pretty funny because now I play her brother!
MICHAEL:
What do you think you’re bringing to the role of Michael, as opposed to Drew’s, version of Michael?
CHAD:
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The last thing I want to do is emulate someone else, and Drew Garrett is a fantastic actor. I am just saying, the worst thing for me is to come in and do the same thing. I see Michael as a disturbed individual. He has brain trauma, and if people saw what I, as Michael, almost did to Warren Bauer on last week’s episode, which was almost kill him, you know that. He snaps, but it builds up. Michael bottles it up. He tries not to show people his anger. If he were to show people his anger, maybe what happened to him in prison would be more revealed to everyone. I am trying to show the heart, soul, and sensitivity of Michael and the struggle that he is going through, more so than him being kind of an ‘in your face attacking’ kind of a person.
MICHAEL:
You have this fantastic role that many young actors would only dream to get the opportunity to play. I mean, first Michael murdered Claudia, and we will learn somewhere down the line if he indeed was raped in prison, or not. What do you think about that, when GH head writer Bob Guza said, “Chad, this is how we may write this… that Michael was raped.”
CHAD:
Well, that remains to be seen. Here is what they let me do… they let me play it like I feel it happened. So right now that is what I am doing. I am playing it how I feel it happened. Bob Guza did not say one-way or the other. He did say to me, “You can play it”. And that is awesome to do and hear as an actor. I am just playing it a certain way, and so they are going to make a choice out of it from that.
MICHAEL:
So, you have formulated in your own mind, what you would have liked to have happened to your on-screen alter-ego?
CHAD:
What I would have liked to have happened to Michael? Yes, I know what I would have liked. And, I have a pretty good idea what happened as far as how I am playing it, and of course, it is not good. You saw the effects it had on Michael.
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MICHAEL:
I have a whole other theory! It could be something else. I have an idea, which I am not divulging either!
CHAD:
(Laughs) It definitely could be something else. And as with any attack, or anything in prison, something happened to Michael.
MICHAEL:
But, we do know for sure that Michael was 100% attacked from the bruises on his body, right? Jason took him for an HIV test, too.
CHAD:
Yes. He had bruises on his face and on his body. So you know something happened, and Jason took him for a blood test to check for HIV to make sure nothing happened to him with that. Jason wanted to be sure. What really happened will be revealed perhaps soon. But, Bob Guza said, “It might be awhile.” It might be five months for all I know! It’s a challenge for me not to reveal too much in my performance, and that is what Michael would do, too. He would not want to reveal too much.
MICHAEL:
If he was raped, that would be so difficult for any soap character to have to be dealing with, without letting anyone know or help him.
CHAD:
If that were going to happen, it would be a struggle to tell it. And to have it be told to all the people in Michael’s life, would be so emotionally difficult, and such a struggle for him. If that was out there, I think Michael would feel even more shut off from everybody because they know your little secret. But again, that is not for sure what happened, but I do like that people are having their own takes and perceptions on it.
MICHAEL:
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Laura Wright (Carly), and you are so fantastic together as mother and son. The scene where she comes to see you before you get carted away to prison was so sad and touching. She is a great actress to play with. How is working with Laura?
CHAD:
Laura Wright is amazing, how she can just hit emotions on a dime and be in scenes so quickly. As for me, it takes me a bit. I have to take myself to a certain place in my mind, but she is fantastic. Laura is a great person and she has been helping me out, which I am totally for. I want everyone in the cast to help me out with scenes and information. It really helps me learn. I asked Laura, “Anything you see, just let me know,” and she does.
MICHAEL:
How are family members in your own life or friends, feeling about you being on GH? What do they say to you? Do they go, “Oh, my God? Don’t wear your hair like that!” You know what I mean? Mom’s say certain things to their acting children, as opposed to what friends might say or notice of your work.
CHAD:
My mom is a hair- dresser (Laughs) and she lives in Arizona. My first day of shooting, my hair looked ridiculous and she saw it. I did not notice it, but I had this poofy hair with this squiggle going down the center, and yeah, I thought it looked ridiculous! So she talked about that, and I got it cut the very next day. But, my friends are very supportive. They watch the show and they think it’s crazy, but in a good way. They are like, “Yeah, Chad. You paid your dues, and it’s good for you to have a little break like this.” It’s been a struggle getting close to parts on shows as an actor, and then it gets taken away. They are all happy that I was able to make that breakthrough!
MICHAEL:
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What is the relationship between Michael and Kristina, really? I mean, for all intent and purposes they are half-brother and half-sister.
CHAD:
I have a little sister in real life. And Michael and Kristina… well, their age difference is not too much. I feel like she is a 7-year-old and Michael wants to be that protector for Kristina! He feels very strong and loving of her, because she has been through a lot as well, and making sure that she is the best person that she can be. The last thing Michael wants is for her to turn out like him. He wants Kristina to keep her head at a level playing field as much as possible.
MICHAEL:
Will there be a love interest for Michael?
CHAD:
Yes, I think I will be reading with her, or the girls up for the role, soon.
MICHAEL:
Do you want to play a romantic story, since Michael gets so many other less soapy types of story? Would you prefer just to stick to all the drama instead of the soap couple formula?
CHAD:
I don’t mind. I am sure there will be drama in any relationship Michael has with a girl, because Michael still will have a struggle. With a girlfriend, it will be difficult perhaps for him to be physical with a girl, or even be affectionate with a woman. That is going to be a constant struggle after struggle as an actor, and for Michael, which is going to be nice to chomp into, because why else are we doing this? (Laughs)
MICHAEL:
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Last question, do you feel the fans are warming up to you? There had been such a groundswell of support for Drew on Twitter and message boards and online once he was let-go, plus he already had a huge fan base. Has anyone said something really harsh to you?
CHAD:
Literally, everyone I have talked to has been consistently positive, but at first, I completely understood. I was freaking out. I wasn’t in many scenes and I was just trying to fathom it. So, the first several weeks the fans were saying and feeling, “Oh, God. Please no.” But now they are all staunchly supportive of me. I greatly appreciate it. And I do hope they stay supportive, because I am going to do my best as an actor to make Michael a very enjoyable character to watch.
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GENERAL HOSPITAL: Sonny Tells Dante, “I Don’t Want a Son Like You,” While Michael Tells Brook Lynn to Bide Her Time Till Chase and Willow Have an Affair

On the Thursday, October 1 episode of General Hospital, both Sonny Corinthos (Maurice Benard) and Michael Corinthos (Rory Gibson) had some things to say and what they had to say didn’t go over well with whom they were talking to!
Sonny had a confrontation with his son, Dante (Dominic Zamprogna), while Michael leveled with Brook Lynn (Amanda Setton) over Chase (Josh Swickard).
GH is setting up a scenario where everyone is going to make it look like Sonny was responsible for having Sidwell (Carlo Rota) beat up in Pentonville; while viewers already know Ava (Maura West) and Drew (Cameron Mathison) were behind it.

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A VISIT WITH DAD
Now, Dante comes to Sonny’s house. He wants to know straight up from his dad if he ordered the attack at Pentonville. Sonny flatly denies any culpability or responsibility, but Dante refuses to believe him.
Dante informs Sonny he has video footage of Sully and Vito at the prison. Sonny explains to Dante he doesn’t know why Sully beat up both Curtis and Dante. Things escalated when Sonny was deeply hurt that Dante refused to believe him. Dante says he was disappointed that his father didn’t respect him enough to be truthful with him!
Sonny asks Dante to consider that he was being set up. He says all he did was to tell Vito to instruct Sully to keep a watchful eye on Sidwell, not to harm him. No matter what Sonny said, Dante continued hammering him with how he knew deep down, even though he said he left the mob, he had to finish off Sidwell for himself.
Next, Sonny explains everything he has ever done was to provide for and to protect his family. Dante fired back that he doesn’t want to deal anymore with Sonny’s half-baked truths. As the two men argue, Gio (Giovanni Mazza) shows up at Sonny’s front door and overhears Sonny losing his temper and shouting at Dante, “Get out of my house! I don’t want a son like you!” The scenes featured an excellent performance by Maurice Benard.

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MICHAEL THE MANIPULATOR
While this is going down, outside the Quartermaine boathouse, Brook Lynn opens up to Michael about living at the Q’s with Chase being there, since he only came back due to legal advice from his lawyer, Monet Mitchell (Blythe Howard).
Brook Lynn questioned whether they should get legally separate. Michael insisted that would be a big mistake. When she asks why, Michael tells Brook Lynn to bide her time until Chase and Willow (Katelyn MacMullen) have an affair; then she’d have full custody of Phoebe.
An angered Brook Lynn pushed Michael into the water and accuses him of moving Willow back into the gatehouse with intent on putting Chase and Willow in closer proximity and sacrificing Brook Lynn’s family in the process. As the two cousins bicker, Chase shows up asking Brook Lynn if she is OK. Michael punctuates their talk with “You know, I’m right.”
CURTIS FIGURES OUT A WAY TO GET OUT OF THE SLAMMER
At GH, Willow visits Curtis (Donnell Turner) in his hospital room. Curtis wants Willow to get him pardoned and keep him out of jail, and in return, he will help her nail Sonny.
Next, Willow tells Dr. Tristan Roberts (Dean Geyer) she wants Curtis held for observation for three more days. He agrees to do so under one condition, that she understands that he may need to call in a favor from a congresswoman.
So, what did you think of how Dante accused his father and refused to believe Sonny’s answers? Is this the end of their father and son relationship for good? Is Michael the most manipulative person of all, except for Willow? Do the two deserve each other? Do you want Chase and Willow to have an affair? And what of Curtis? Does he have many redeeming qualities left? Share your thoughts via the comment section, but first check out the talk Michael had with Brook Lynn.
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GH Alum Tajh Bellow and Y&R Alum Loren Lott Star in New Tiktok and Microdrama ‘Love Island’ Spoof

Two soap opera alums very familiar to fans of General Hospital and The Young and the Restless are paired together in a new short-form digital series from none other than Issa Rae’s production entity HOORAE Digital.
Look for Tajh Bellow (ex-TJ Ashford, GH)) and Loren Lott (ex-Ana Hamilton, Y&R) as part of the cast of The Compatibility Experiment, premiering on October 14, 2026, exclusively on TikTok and its companion microdrama platform, PineDrama.
In the video teaser, it appears that Bellow and Lott play a couple, Kelvin and Camila, set in a Love Island reality show-esque environment trying to win the one million dollar cash prize, only what could go wrong?

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The Compatibility Experiment loglines share that it brings a fast-paced, relationship-focused reality check—much like Love Island with a twist. The show takes a participant’s current relationship, introduces them to a potentially more compatible partner, and forces them to navigate the differences with life-changing money on the line.
The new series is part of a groundbreaking content deal between HOORAE Digital and TikTok to develop premium short-form storytelling. The ensemble cast also features; Ayona, Reggie Luck, JaNa Craig, Tosin Morohunfola, Jessica Jacoby, Georgia Warner, and Nick Cassidy.
General Hospital fans know Tajh Bellow for his performances as TJ Ashford, and who earned two Daytime Emmy nominations along the way during his run. Bellow took over the role in 2018 and last appeared on the ABC daytime drama series in December of 2024.
Loren Lott first appeared as Devon’s (Bryton James) sister Ana Hamilton on The Young and the Restless from 2018 to 2019; making a brief return in 2024. She has continued to perform on the stage and screen with recent credits including: Bel-Air, Cherish the Day, and All American: Homecoming.
Check out the trailer for The Compatibility Experiment below and let us know what you think of its concept and if you are glad to see Tajh and Loren again? Hoping they might return to daytime in their GH and Y&R roles at some point in the future? Weigh-in via the comment section.
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GENERAL HOSPITAL: Ava and Drew Revealed to be Behind Framing Sonny for Sidwell’s Prison Beatdown

If you thought that the person responsible for the Pentonville brawl that saw Sidwell (Carlo Rota) and Curtis (Donnell Turner) taken to General Hospital was Sonny Corinthos (Maurice Benard) or even Sidwell himself, you were dead wrong! On the Wednesday, September 30 episode of GH, it turned out that the culprits were actually Ava (Maura West) and Drew (Cameron Mathison).
In story, Drew apparently bankrolled the attack on Sidwell and framing Sonny. He told Ava their planned worked (she came up with it!) but was horrified when Drew informed her that Curtis got caught in the crosshairs. Ava is visibly upset because of her longtime friendship with Curtis’ daughter, Trina Robinson (Tabyana Ali). Drew tried to make Ava see the bright side. Curtis was witness to it and his presence will cast doubt on Sonny’s claims to that he had gotten out of the mob and gone legit.
Later, Vito shows up at Drew’s. They informed him that his guy on the inside of the slammer made a big mistake by hurting their friend and ordered him to leave town.

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BOATHOUSE BRAWL
In other major developments, Danny (Asher Antonyzyn) and Rocco (Finn Carr) have a blow out fight as Danny blames his “brother” for the reason Charlotte was sent off to boarding school.
Rocco told off Danny for Charlotte’s (Bluesy Burke) reckless behavior and he explains he had to protect his sister. He went in on Danny saying that his mother Lulu (Alexa Havins) has been right to send Charlotte to boarding school and far away from Danny.
However, Rocco went a bit too far when he shouted, “And if your mom was alive, she would send you away too!” Next, Danny punched out Rocco, leading to a terrible brawl. An angered Danny yells at Rocco to, “Stay away from me and everyone in my family. And don’t you ever mention my mom again!” Danny storms off.

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Now alone outside the boathouse, Rocco flashes back to his first kiss with Scout (Kayden Brenna Tokarksi), hoping that his fight with Danny will not escalate and ruin their budding romance. Meanwhile, a bloodied-mouth Danny heads over to Sonny’s and Jason (Steve Burton) is there at the same time. He then admits that he has a bad fight with Rocco and they are both beaten up.
WILL SCOUT WISE UP?
At the end of the episode, Scout, who had a fight with Alexis (Nancy Lee Grahn) over Drew, and who keeps telling everyone how good a man her dad truly is, comes upon a suspicious scene.
Scout hides behind the wall outside Drew’s. She sees her dad, Ava and Vito talking. Next, Scout seems to overhear Vito assuring Drew and Ava that their business dealings are done, and he’ll be leaving Port Charles for good.
So, what did you think of the reveal that Ava and Drew were behind framing Sonny for the prison beatdown of Sidwell (and Curtis)? Do you think Danny and Rocco’s relationship can be repaired, or do you think the teenagers will continue to be at each other’s throats? Finally, do you hope Scout gets a clue and stops thinking her dad walks on air? Weigh-in via the comment section, but first check out how Ava and Drew conspired below.
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Awesome interview. I will admit it took me a little while to warm up to Chad’s portrayal of Michael but I have warmed up to him and he is doing an amazing job.
Dear Kathleen
he did great job
Chad is great in the role of Michael on Gh. I visit the boards a lot and fans have really warmed to him ! Personally I think he is great and would have loved to have him for a brother!
that is right I like that
I was admittedly very skeptical of Chad when he took over, because I thought Drew Garrett had done such a fantastic job, and I didn’t agree with the way GH dumped him the way they did. And I still don’t. But to Chad’s credit, he came in, and did a phenomenal job with all the court room stuff, the jail scenes and all that, and he’s won me over. I look forward to watching him continue to grow as an actor. He seems like a really humble, down to earth kid. Great interview, Michael!
What the old ugly gay guy?
Huh? I have no clue what you’re talking about.
he is not ugly and he is not gay
Me either
You are wrong Michael is not ugly you are
he is awsome young men
Good interview on michael
I admit I too was sceptical at first but I really like him and I love his portrayal of Michael.
Dear Belle Treasures
Why are you talk back to Michael
I must admit, I like everyone else was super bummed when Drew was replaced. I was screaming at the tv and having an emotional break down but I was always willing to give Chad a chance. It didn’t take long for me to enjoy watching him. I love the way he portrays Michael. Very loving and somewhat sensitive. I really hope they keep Chad for a long time. Great interview. This boy needs a website=)
that is right I hope he is I what to check it out
Chad is doing a great job… I look forward to seeing him on GH for a long time..
Me too
I was also skeptical at first, but now I’m like ” Drew who? ” He really has made the role his own. For someone so young, I am amazed at how talented he is, I mean really.
I HATE him!! HATE him HATE! and have stopped watching GH over this. HATE HIM..
Dear Jean miller
why you say that I like him why you hate michael tell me that now
He is so cute as Drew Garrett is
I like Chad in this role. He is more mature and has a sensitivity to him that makes him appealing. Drew was very commendable in the role, but I’m really liking Chad’s acting, especially with his loyalty to his family.He is very protective of his siblings.The relationship with Jason during his prison stay and now with Jason revealing that he knows something happened to him and helping Michael find a way to cope with that and to move on with his life. So they become closer because of this secret. Jason has always been the one who looked after Michael. I love seeing that… Chad is very smart and was a great Interview. Another good one, Michael………
Dear Doe
I know he is awsome person and great interview with him
chad, you give michael a quiet steadfast that drew garrett lacked in his portrayal of michael, which the fans are eating up. just wonderful, understated, less is more, acting. thank you for sharing your talent. you’ve got the “it”factor to be a major hollywood star. keep your acting the way you’re doing it now. it’s perfection.
i enjoy the michael/kristina scenes especially.
They are Brother/ Sister
This was a great interview. I became a huge Chad fan after watching him in the prison storyline. He brings a refreshing maturity to the role. I liked Drew Garrett as well, he was very intense–but his Michael was still very much a hot-headed teenager. As Steve Burton has said, Chad brings a vulnerability to the role which makes Michael a character one can sympathize and connect with. Clearly that is intentional on Chad’s part, since he wants to show Michael’s “heart.” Overall, I prefer watching Chad’s mature, subtle, performance.
Dear Chad Fan
Steve Burton and Drew Garrett I what them be Father/ son
I slammed Chad on some other message boards (Wizard’s of Waverly Place??) , and he started shaky but I have come to really see Chad as Michael and I think he is good.
Dear Convert
That is so awful i will not to trust me like that anymore
I didn’t like him at first but I saw him on Wizards of Waverly Place rerun and right there my attitude changed about him replacing Drew. I like him alot more.
Dear Amy W.
he is so good on the disney channel show and on General Hospital
Chad is a great actor. I love the Dante/Michael and MIchael/Kristina scenes.
I Adore Dante with michael I what them be brothers
and Michael / Kristina they are brother and sister
I like this site so much
I love Chad Duell as Michael and have from the beginning…I did not like Drew Garrett in the role at all~he was just angry all the time~no depth, no sensitivity…two of the many qualities Chad Duell brings to the roll. This new storyline, with Abby, is so poignent and sweet~the merging of two bruised souls.
I absolutely have to confess that I don’t miss the old Michael….at all.
Chad does such an amazing job. Period.
I’ll also admit that I even began watching General Hospital again purely because I thought Chad was pretty hot…
Phahaha.
And then I realized, he’s an amazing actor.
GO CHAD <3
Chad’s portrayal of Michael is wonderful. I
find myself glued to my seat
when he is in a scene. He
has depth of character, and
his anguish over what happened
to h
His anguish over his prison assault was
riveting. I could barely
breathe while watching
him. He is much easier to
sympathize with than the
previous actor
he is my brother
I have liked Chad in the role of Michael from minute one, while I miss him and Starr together for the moment Chad is the one I am a fan of so I can endure it until she comes back.